First of all, I'm glad you're out of there. Being there brought you so much anguish, the likes of which you're still dealing with now.
You know whom to turn to if you need to vent. I know what the impact of past horrors can have, and I feel you. I'll be sending you prayers, and doing my best to check in on you from time to time.
NyanaCreation
i dont know how it is to be in such a situation because from what i know most stores here are pretty save and big. i am sorry though. i know how it is to have to feel so bad and having suicidal thoughts going through your mind. i have had that for 9 years straight now what isn't fun. luckly you got out of that situation. i feel bad that i can't help you further and make you feel better, just know if you ever need help i am always open to help out. i hope you feel better soon, and end up in a situation you feel save and comfortable in.