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I can never be good enough. The day I think I'm the best is the day I stop improving.

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Digital Media and Cinema

Edmonton, Canada

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Posted by AceMantra - 1 month ago


I don't know if I need a change in medication, or more counseling, but this depression won't budge. I'm deeply sad, I'm not performing well at work, and I'm having difficulty finding motivation. I'm not enjoying the things I used to, and as a result I find myself doing a lot of sleeping.

I'm sorry I haven't submitted any music lately.


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Anything could I do to make you happier? :(

It's okay, friend. I'm seeing the doctor about it soon. Hopefully some good comes out of it.

how about smoking weed dude? it's a great way to energize me. technically the last 3 song i made was while tripping balls on weed.

I would consider it if it wasn't for my current living space. Apartments including the one I live in ban the use of weed as it "disturbs the other residents." Not to worry though, I hear edibles are coming to stores soon so maybe I could try that.

If you feel this way, you'd better tell your doctor about this. Medication change or altering the dose should never be done by yourself. Counselling might work if there's a certain cause or circumstance that worsened your condition, but it will probably have a short effect anyway. I'd not recommend alcohol or weed, at least not until you turn your mood to something brighter, cause it's dangerous when you ARE energetic but STILL in a very bad mood. I usually use music to ease myself. But that doesn't work for anyone. Anyway, I hope you'll break through it soon!

If you need a MOM service (mail order marijuana), check out BudMail.com. I used to order from them until I found local supplies. I too do edibles. Their MOTA edibles are hell of awesome.

I looked through the site. I have no idea what's best for the price.

Also, cannabis oil is another option. You can also use them for homemade edibles like salad :)

I hope you feel better soon. I wish I could say something helpful but I'm in a similar situation.

Thanks. Hang in there, friend.

Omg. I ordered both, and one piece was waayy too much.